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a little update

2010-08-18T23:59:00.002+08:00

I was having problems while logging into my blog. Looks like it's really been very long since I blog again. Just a little update about my life. I've quit my waitress job and became a runner for LV (about a year since I started). Lots of ups and downs during the period that I stopped blog-ing. I knew that I didnt go out often with most of my friends but I truly hope they'll remeber me. I'm truly sorry if I was not there when you all need me the most. But I hope that whenever you need someone to talk to, always remember that I'm just a phone call away. All the best to everyone and stay positive ^^ Love all of my friends.

2009-05-15T00:58:00.002+08:00

Looks like my waitress job is confirmed le.. will start work next thurs.. this weekend will work as promoter again.. same products.. but more exciting than last week.. why?.. because got my own table and a spin wheel.. sounds fun.. even though i know it's not a easy job.. more stuff means more things to handle and manage.. hope i'm able to do all that..
Going for the promoter course next week for two days.. i really wonder wat they'll teach?.. guess it's a good time for me to learn some skills in working as promoter.. and attending to this course means there'll be a greater chance for more jobs.. more jobs more income.. haha.. think i'm a bit $$ minded now.. but since i've decided to pay my own expenses and sch fees.. i should work harder to achieve my goal.. just bear for these two years.. and i'll have less to worry..
anyway.. working different jobs can let me learn different things.. i really want to learn more skills so that i can handle different situation when i really start to work in the future.. have a taste of everything is always good.. haha.. Jia you!!!

2009-05-13T01:38:00.002+08:00

Went to work today. Tried my best to work faster, finally finished early. (got paper cut *sad*) So I went to SIM to make the payment etc. Took almost 35mins plus 15mins of bus waiting to reach SIM. Fall asleep in bus again. Haha. (Anyway, I only left the application form now.) Think this will happened more often in the future. I was thinking of earning my own school fees for the second year. Of caus, I have to support myself too. Because I don't want to be a burden for my mum any more. It's time for me to earn money for my own expenses. I'm old enough to support myself. Yet, I really need a job with good pay to achieve this. Hope I can find such job soon. For the time being, I'll continue to be an admin staff, promoter and may be a waitress to earn as much as I could before school starts.
Jia you!!!

2009-05-11T00:56:00.003+08:00

This is where I worked for the past two days.

This Growie from Grow.

But I think I like Huggies de giraffe more.

Is much more cuter.

Before

After

Life is always unpredictable. Why?
Because the sales was not good on the first day.
But the first day had much more customers than the second day.
Yet my sales was so much better on the second day.
Weird right?
Think sunday is a time for families to buy tissues.
Haha. I was very busy today.
Arranging stocks, taking stocks and plastic bags, cutting out labels etc.
Not too bad. At least time passed faster.
The other promoters were nice ppl ^^
Luckily didn't really meet tough customers or managers.
Even though there are one rude customer, but overall the customers were quite alright.
Who said must promote aggressively? =P

2009-05-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

Went to United Square today to promote Kleenex.

I was super early. Supposed to start work at 9am, but I reached by 8.30am.
Then I was unsure whether I should work at the store or atrium.

Cause I saw Kleenex products at the atrium.
So I called Promo to ask them.
Then the "trainer" told me "Didn't I told u that u should work next to a block stack?".

"So it's inside the store?" I asked. "Yes." she replied.
Then guess what? I was supposed to work at the atrium since there's no "block stack" for me at the store. Really don't like the "trainer", her attitude really sux man. Can't she just talk to me properly, and if she doubt my ability in promoting then may be she should not ask me to work again. I really hate ppl to ask me qns, like doubt me this n that. Stupid la. I didn't go for a test but a training. So aren't u suppose to tell me how to promote and not test me?

Another "someone" told me to be aggressive in promoting my products otherwise, they'll still be there. So how to promote the products when the customers have no interest in the products, or they don't need them and don't want the free gifts? To me, if they looked at the products, they're interested in them. For those who just walked pass, even if I told them abt free gifts etc, they'll just reject me. What's more. The DJ is talking louder than me, plus the music, I nearly need to shout to make the customers hear me. Argh!!! Who want to carry tissues ard shopping?

2009-05-06T01:35:00.002+08:00

Suppose today should have a happy beginning and a happy ending.
But ended up to have a bad beginning, luckily still have a happy ending.
Sounds confusing. I shall explain wat happen then.
Today is my mum's birthday and the first day, after so long, to meet him.
I was rushing off to buy mac breakfast, when I reached the mrt station, I discovered that I forgot to bring my hp. (the train is approaching in 2 mins and if I abroad the train, I'll be able to buy mac breakfast) However, without my hp, I can't contact him and a person will call me regarding the weekend job. So no matter wat, I have to get my hp. I went all the way home to take my hp (really dun want to do that but have to), then walked all the way back to mrt station. I can tell you that my temper then was super bad. (I have to say sorry for being a bit rude to my mum today.) I was super angry of myself (I think), and also due to the hot hot weather. But I got to cool down when I met him. The rest of the day was fine though. Anyway, this was not the first time I forgot to bring my hp and other stuffs. Think I have to double check my belongings when I go out le.

2009-05-02T01:57:00.010+08:00

Get ready..

One..

Two..

Three.. Go!!!

New Mom Exhibition 2009

it's held at hall 4, Expo

This is the Huggies booth.

The place looked like a train station.

So cute!!

let's take a closer view

another closer view

There's not a lot of people visiting the exhibition, so was quite slack.

This is the "head" of the train, where we helped the customers to register as Huggies members.

Then we'll give them a bag each.
The bag is very cute too.

the sign up form

Here's the place where customers redeem their purchases and feebies.

Some of the view from the inside.

A basket of bodysuits.

The hidden toilet behind the exhibition.

Below are the cute mascots in the exhibition...

The giraffe "hides" in the big big bag.

A picture with the cute huggies giraffe.

I was supposed to wear this beret during the exhibition.
But didn't do that, anyway I found wearing it look cute so decided to take a picture. Haha.

Sometimes, it's boring when you've nothing to do during work.
Also, if the people you worked with is not cooperative, you'll not enjoy working.
I'm too tired to type much. Haha.

But I really miss him cause I almost meet him everyday since holiday started.
This is the first time that I didn't get to see him for about 6 days. ><
Hope to see him real soon.

2009-05-02T01:54:00.002+08:00

Hong Kong is going to face a very big challenge. That is H1N1. It will be a tough fight, but HK has to win no matter how. Hope this disease will not continue to spread further.

Will update about what happen these few days working at expo on sunday.

2009-04-30T01:15:00.002+08:00

Went to the cathy for interview today. Gramophone's sales associates. The interviewer didn't aask very difficult questions, so it was still ok. But not sure if i'll get the job since i don't have any music background and i wanted a higher pay that he mention. Oh well. let's see how.

Tmr going to work at expo till sunday. Not sure if the job is going to be an easy one. Is data entry and help ppl to redeem stuffs. Will update more after i work tmr.

Next monday i'll going to MSD to work again. Look forward to the drinks. Haha.

2009-04-27T18:08:00.002+08:00

Stupid job agent! Didn't even inform me when he knew the SGH job was taken up by an auntie. How could he? I was still waiting for him to inform me about the details. Luckily I didn't reject the other two temp jobs offer today. Think I can only depend on Promo and MSD to offer me jobs. Both called me today. Although they can offer me a few days job, it's good enough. Caus the pay is like 6 bucks per hour de. Promo always intro me with job that need to travel very far de. But nvm, as long as I have some income, it would be good. Hope more jobs will "roll in" and my blogshop business will become better.

2009-04-26T22:32:00.006+08:00

Today is just another day of promoter job. This time it was at Geylang East Shop N Save. At first I was afraid it was those "weird" places, but it looks fine. Guess I think too much le. Lol. Had a tough time looking for bus stop, even though I knew the bus number but dunno which bus stop. In the end, I finally reached the right bus stop and took bus 155 and alighted at the second bus stop.

I was scanning around and after some times, I finally found this block number.

Even after I found the right block number, I still dun see where's the Shop N Save. After a long search, I still managed to find it.

Yet, I still dun have a counter. So disappointed but the place is a lot wider than Tampines one. The other promoters said Tampines outlet is better than this because got more freedom and ppl there is more friendly. I think so too. At least yesterday those perm staffs talked to me, unlike today. The staffs today just asked me what I'm promoting, didn't talk further.

I saw this store while I'm buying my lunch. The picture is too small. But the store is actually called "hong heng". Haha. I found this very interesting so I took a picture of it. I was wondering around the hawker center and saw a soya bean drink store very very long queue. I decided to queue up see if the soya bean drink is really that nice. But after I tasted it, I found it was okie. Not as nice as I thought, may be better than normal one. Think is the uncle does things slowly, so the queue was so long.

Buying lunch took me almost 30 mins, due to the long searching and queuing time. Ate lunch and slack for 45 mins, so I actually slack for very long. Haha. Luckily got the other promoters today, if not I'll still follow the "rules".

My mum gave me another box for the samples, I was shocked when I saw the logo on the box. It was the brand for my Jacob's biscuits. Haha. So I just took it.

The customers today was just like yesterday. Not many ppl in the store. So I was just slacking around. Very bored.

But there was a little boy very cute. I was smiling at him when I passed the samples to his mum and him. When he and his mum walked towards where I stood, he kept on looking at the floor. Then his mum noticed this and said, "Shy ar?" Haha. He was too shy to look at me. So cute.

I saw other kids too, all very cute. Who asked me nothing to do, so just look around ba.

After work, I met Li Ling. Finally can ask her out. Haha. Very happy.

I introduced her to one Chinese restaurant in Chinatown.

This dish is called "Da La Pi".

It's super nice. Love it lots.

This fried noodles is not bad too.

The "xiao long bao" was okie only.

After eating our dinner, we went to have dessert at a very famous dessert store.

We were very surprised to see their new products. Greentea Ice shaves. ("Bing Sha"). The taste was not too bad. Next time must try the chocolate, durian and yam ones.

Not to forget to eat the egg pudding.

We were so~ full after eating all these. Spent only $10.50 each. Very cheap for eating so much!

2009-04-26T00:34:00.010+08:00

Today went to work at Tampines. Took 40 mins to reach there. When I finally reached Tampines. I got difficulty finding the right direction to walk to the Tampines Shop N Save outlet. So I just walked straight, cross the road and hope that I can find block 506. I decided to ask around. The guy that I asked was not sure where it is, but told me he only know block 509. But that was good enough, cause I can roughly know where's block 506. So I just kept on browsing around and continued to move on.

Finally I found block 506 and turned a big round to reach Shop N Save. However, I met another problem. How to reach the outlet?

The outlet is actually located at level two. So I was looking around to find ways to reach to level two. I saw a lift and I finally reached the outlet.

So what am I going to do at Shop N Save?

Yup, it's promoter.
And I'm promoting..

one of the Kraft biscuits.

I thought there'll be a counter for me to stand, but ended up standing next to this self.

What's more? The position I was standing was facing the back of the store, so customers can't really see me standing at where I'm standing.
Have you notice the thing next to it?

Yup, it's fridge.

I was almost cold to death standing near them.

Worst thing was.. there's very little customers in the store.

So it's even colder. And I'm also bored to death too.

This was the product that I promoted. "Hi-Iron Cream Crackers".

I'm holding tongs and a big box which contained a bit of sample.

Should have put those samples in a smaller box.

I went to buy KLEENEX fun pack tissue after my work just now.

Actually I had aimed it a long time ago.

It's really too cute so decided to buy it finally.

When I wanted to keep it together with my tissue box collection, I found that all my previous collection was gone. Spent a long time searching high and low for them, yet can't find them. Where have they gone to? *sob sob* Hope they'll appear soon.

Recently my internet is giving me a lot of troubles. Have trouble connecting. Even after I connected to it, it had problem loading pages. Argh.. can't it just be normal and not give me so much troubles and wasted so much of my time. The restaurant city also. Always under maintenance. Haiz. Suddenly add in toilet bowls and cleaners. Now not enough people to work again. >< *headaches*

P.S. I spent almost an hour just to upload these pictures in my post. I also took them when there's no one around. Wanted to make my post a bit more interesting. Hehe.

2009-04-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

Had been giving my cousin tution for almost a month now. Starting to gain "control" over her. She always thought i'll be bullied by her. Haha. Homework is the best "weapon" after all.
Jobs are starting to "roll" in. Today went to work at The Concourse, just a one day work. But i met two nice peoplee. Happy. Hope can work there again.
Will be working as promoter this weekend. Think i'll need to spend ard $15 for travelling caus the places are rather far from my house. But since they look for me, i think i should accept and do my best, caus this is an opportunity for me to prove myself n get more jobs from them.
Not to forget abt the SGH job that i accepted. A totally new experience. Working in a hospital. Hope can learn something new.
Finally i'm earning some cash. Haha.

2009-04-16T01:50:00.003+08:00

Finally changed the blog skin.
The previous one was nice but due to my lappy, I have difficulty clicking the links.
So decided to give it a new look.
And finally I know how to upload pics in the blog (besides posts).
Will try to upload some nice pics in my blog's photo gallery.
But I still not sure about videos.
Should take some time to explore around.
Guess I'm not that stupid after all. =P

2009-04-12T01:07:00.001+08:00

i'm just a selfish person

2009-03-30T02:11:00.002+08:00

After "writing" my diary in my lappy, I feel much better even though it doesn't solve my problems. But at least, I managed to let my thoughts recorded down. This is one way for me to stop thinking about the problems for awhile.
Why none of the applications I sent out reply me? It's really a waste of time just waiting for reply.
Anyway, I had a great news for myself today. I've discovered a new place for me to buy plain shoes. That place is sooo cheap. If I go there to buy shoes, I can earn a bit more. Hehe..

I really need jobs!!!

2009-03-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

I've applied for almost 10 over jobs now. None of them replied except for one. The only one that sent me an email to reject me. So sad. But I still hope for the best. Worst comes to worst, I can look for sammi to help me get a job at her work place. Haha. I have to cheer up!

Anyway, I'm proud to be able to find the place for interview today. Even though me n cy were late, but we managed to find that place. Not bad already. Haha. Hope can be hired by them cause the interview today was not too good for me.

2009-03-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

I'vee been thinking whether I should go and look for a part time job or slack awhile more. Or may be I should spend more time on my blogshop and come out with more shoes designs, which are in my mind for quite some time. I got a lot designs ideas but too lazy to draw them out. I just received an order for two pairs of shoes. Of caus this money is easy and difficult to earn. Easy because it won't take me more than two days to complete one pair of shoes and difficult because I got to buy the shoes and paint them. But nevertheless, drawing is something I like. However, I often enjoy drawing not colouring. HAHA. Yet, everytime I finished a pair of shoes with colour, I feel proud of myself and satisfied, even though it may not be very perfect. So should I look for a job or continue to work on my blogshop? Hmm..

2009-03-09T03:19:00.002+08:00

Hi I'm finally back in singapore!
After the 10 days eat-sleep-walk life, I've successfully remain the same weight.
I'm so glad it didn't change. Cause I really eat a lot in taiwan and hong kong.
I did a lot of shopping but if there isn't someone there to stop me from shopping too much, i could have bought more than what i have now.
Anyway i have to thank him for controlling me, at least i have some money left for me to show my mum.
overall the trip was fun and i really enjoy it, except for those walking around.

2009-02-26T18:03:00.002+08:00

Today is not a good day to visit zoo cause raining.
Luckily managed to visit most of the animals.
But I didn't see raccoons.
And I can't find it on the map.
Hope they're still in the zoo.

I'll be flying off in about 14 hours later.
First time going to overseas without my mum. (school trips not included)
I wonder what the trip will be like.

2009-02-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

Yay! Today is the last day of my exams, this means that it's holiday time!
So exciting! caus i'm going to zoo tmr.
Haha. can finally see my favourite animal.
The day after next i'll be flying off to another country.
Heading to two countries this time, taiwan and my hometown hong kong.
Can't wait to eat all the good food and do the crazy crazy shopping.
I would like to thank my mum for sponsoring my shopping expenses.
Without her, even I'm in a shopping paradise, i'll not be able to shop happily.
So many things are happening at the same time.
And I really need to look for a part time job asap.
Think I need my friends to help me look around.

2009-02-24T01:22:00.002+08:00

a few days ago.. I saw something very surprising.. the sign in the MRT station that was supposed to be directing to "Boon Lay" was changed to "Joo Koon".. at first I thought it was a wrong sign or I had been in the wrong place.. but after I look at the green line directory.. I knew I'm not in the wrong place.. the last station of the green line is no longer "Boon Lay".. it has two more stops.. the one after "Boon Lay" is "Pioneer" followed by "Joo Koon".. those two places sounded so unfamiliar to me.. haha..
today I just completed my third exams.. one more to go and my poly life will end.. can't believe that poly life is over so fast.. i'm getting older too.. keke..

2009-02-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

I suppose to post something happy but I can't.
I want to say "I'm happy to receive my ibanking device yesterday, but i forgot the PIN so can't log in online haha."

sometimes it's hard to stay happy in front of everyone when u're crying inside.
sometimes it's hard to undo what u've already done.
sometimes it's hard to make someone forgive you when u've already hurt them.
sometimes it's hard to control the sadness and tears.
sometimes it's hard to forget all the unhappiness.

What should I do now?

2009-02-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

The only comment that I can give for today's exam would be: "I've done my best and watever result I got, I'll just have to accept it.". Of course I've some minor mistakes here and there but I seriously have no time to complete all. May be I should manage my time better next time. But anyway, I can finally relax my brain for awhile before the next exam. Yay! It's playing time. Will update more next time.

2009-02-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

Mahjong gang gathering was on 8 Feb 2009, which was last Sunday.
The next gathering will be a few months later.
That day was really fun.
Ate a lot and took a lot of neo prints too.
But i wonder if we can really open an online shop.

Today was the first day of exam.
Feels like i just anyhow do the papers.
But i really can't remember much.
So just let it be ba.

Have applied to most of the uni.
Just have to wait for them to receive my document before i made the payment.

i have so many interest or courses that i wanna study.
but my passion for things always dun last for long.
this is one of my bad point ba.

2009-02-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

We've paid for the air tickets.. this means that the trip is finally confirmed..
Wanted to feel excited about the trip but it really costed me a lot of money..
Also.. if I wanna go shopping.. it'lll cost me even more..
So sad la.. can go overseas but can't shop there..
Think I really need lots of money..
I want shopping!!!

2009-02-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

Can't believe that poly life is ending soon.
This feeling is just the same when i'm ending my secondary school life.
Tmr will be the last day for me to study in school.
Hope everything will be fine.

2009-02-04T01:07:00.003+08:00

think i've not been updating my blog often nowadays
so here i am today
going to update a little

exam is just around the corner
and this week will be the last week of sch
my poly life will be over soon
but the exam is really stressful
plus the presentation this sat
is really making me mentally tired
but when all this is over
i can start to enjoy myself
preparing to go overseas
the planning part for the trip is really tedious
but is necessary
so no choice have to do it
going to declare bankrupt after the trip
have to work part time after that
*sad sad*
anyway i know i will definitly enjoy myself

saw this email that my friend sent to me
i think the message is really meaningful
so decided to share this to whoever that read my blog (if there's any)
here it goes..

12 wonderful commandments
1. make up your mind to be hapy. learn to find pleasure in simple things.
2.no one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. the trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears.
3. don't take yourself too seriously. don't think that somehow you should be protected from misfortune that befalls other people.
4. you can't please everybody. don't let criticism worry you.
5. don't let your neighbour set your standards. be yourself.
6. do the things you enjoy doing but stay out of debt.
7. never borrow trouble. imaginary things are harder to bear than real ones.
8. since hate poisons the soul, do not cherish jealousy. avoid people who make you unhappy.
9. have many interests. if you can't travel, read about new places.
10. don't hold postmortems. don't spend your time brooding over sorrows or mistakes. don't be one who never gets over things.
11. do what you can for those less fortunate than yourself.
12. keep busy at something. a busy person never has time to be unhappy.

and don't forget to always be thankful

hope these messages will change the way you view things
be postitive to everything you do or meet
smile always too

2009-01-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

Wa.. finally ended my part job today.
Spent about 100 bucks on clothings yesterday plus today ones.
Really enjoyed shopping.
Haven't go to shopping for soo long le.
Later going to chinatown.
Want to buy some jelly.
Can't wait to eat those.
Yummy!

2009-01-24T02:25:00.002+08:00

That fat woman is so irritating again.
Really can't stand her.
First of all, she apparently didn't listen to our speech.
Then she always seems bored during our presentation.
Hate that face of hers.
Her face just changed immediately when the next group present.
This is not all.
Since we're the first group presenting.
She purposely shoot us a lot of questions.
Then the remaining three groups either ask two questions the most or no question at all.
Excuse me.
Q & A is not part of the marks requirement.
How could you be so unfair to us?
No wonder our group don't like you.
Anyway I was happy that I used "As I mention earlier" to shoot her back.
How could she not listen to our presentation?
She just purely asked questions from our report.
Then why not we just have a Q & A session whereby we sit there to answer all your weird questions?
Isn't that better?
Don't have to waste MY time to do the slides.
LL heard that she wanted to keep a copy of the slides.
And if she ever wanted to.
She can just dream on.
Said the slides are too "ang mo" not suitable in S'pore.
Then said it's nice.
Oh. Please keep that stupid comments to yourself and always think twice before you speak can?
Well. May be you have not seen such slides before.

Anyway, the things I said above is rather messy.
Cause I just typed whatever I thought of.
And by the time I post this entry.
That anger within me had long been gone.
I'm just overwhelmed by the work today.
The business at BCH is much better than the past few years.
That's really weird.
May be people plan to buy CNY stuff when it's just around the corner.
Always close shop late.
But working with those aunties today is real fun.
Can't stop laughing at how "hao yi" scolded others.
So funny.

Time to end this entry.
Will update more next time.

Random stuffs

2009-01-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

Having supper almost for the past five days.
Omg.. really starts to worry of growing fat.

Anyway I just checked my cca points.
It's really a big surprise to find out that I got 55 pts so far.
And it's not the end yet.
So I guess I'll have more than I needed.

Today was a busy day at BCH.
People started to queue up for bakkwa.
Long long queue.
And the price had increased till its highest.
If it continue to increase somemore.
Then it'll be higher than last year.

Angry with one of my friends.
So I chose not to answer his call.
Don't wish to talk to him.
So irritating.

sorry

2009-01-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

What is the meaning of a friend?
Why do we need friends?
Is there a difference between losing a friend and gaining a friend?

I seems to lose all the answers for these questions.
I not sure how I should answer them.
May be I'm more suitable to have female friends after all.

I know what I did was wrong.
But I know which is more important to me.
If losing a friend is what I need to do to save the relationship.
I will do it even though I will still feel bad.
Sounds silly and even stupid.
But there's what blind love is.
Just do things that go against what you used to think.
I hope that friend will understand even though this is cruel to him.
I'm so sorry.
Really sorry.
Please forgive what I did.
Hope you see this post.
All the best to you!
Sorry for everything.

2009-01-17T01:57:00.002+08:00

Spent sweet sweet time today.
Finally meet up.
After 10 days or more.
Glad that I skip the stupid lesson.
Heard that the fat woman looked angry.
Because of the comments we gave her for the feedback.
We saying the fact anyway.
It's time for her to do some reflections on herself.

I swear that I'll not work for BCH again.
Never.
Hate being "push" around.
Hope the work will end soon.
One more week to go.
Must jia you!

Have to keep smiling too =)
This will be me happy.

2009-01-07T15:10:00.002+08:00

Made a very wilful decision.
But I believe it's worth it.
I didn't regret.
Although it seems to be a wrong decision.
To me it's a right one.
Even though the time spent together was short.
But I've enjoyed it.
In less than an hour and we'll be seperated far far away.
I'll wait for the day that we'll meet again.
That day will be here soon.
Soon.

Hate myself

2009-01-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

I did things that make him feel insecure again.
I know how he feels.
So I've came up with a decision.
This decision will make me lose something valuable to me.
But if I didn't do this.
I'll have to lose something even more important to me.
So I have to give up one of them.
I know this decision is bad.
Real bad.
And I feel bad too.
Hate this a lot.
Hate myself now.

A busy month

2009-01-04T01:13:00.003+08:00

today is the first day of my bakkaw mei's life..
going to work for this month..
sometimes i regret working part time..
cause i have to struggle btw sch work, part time job n him..
also.. i can't stand for long hours le..
think my memory is getting worse too..
can't rmb the prices well..
i need time to adapt to this kind of busy life again..
hope I can handle my sch work..
jia you!

he told me he had plan for his trip le..
things like hotels, air tickets etc..
may be i've drop my worries abt his trip..
cause i need to focus on other stuff le..
this trip will be a training for him..
cause i need to depend on him if we travel overseas..

after talking to him on msn yesterday..
i knew i didn't choose the wrong person..
at least this is what i think now =P

Trust

2009-01-03T01:33:00.002+08:00

I feel happy to see what he told me in msn..
Guess I have to trust him..
I know he can do it..
I know he will come back safely..
Cause I need to depend on him next time when we go travelling..
Jia you!

Worry~ing

2009-01-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

He decides to go overseas for a few days..
Think ard 6 days ba..
But that decision alone really made me worry..
Really really worry..
Cause this is his first time going to somewhere so far away..
So not sure if he can handle all sort of problems..
I know he's old enough to take care of himself but..
Haiz.. I still worry..
Luckily one of his sis went there before..
So can give him some info n advice..
That lessen my worries..
But I still worry..
I knew I can't stop him..
So all I can do now is to help him..
Tell him as much as I know..
Like what to take note of etc..
Anyway.. may be once he's not in singapore..
I'll be getting busy..
Cause I'm working part time again..
Yup.. work there every CNY..
And this time will be my fourth time?
If I rmb correctly..
But I'm happy that tmr got lena to acc me..
Hope she'll recover from her sickness before starting work..

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

Time really flies..
One year just pass like this..
Lots of happy and sad memories in 2008..
Of cause I'll only going to remember the good ones..
Hope I'll have lots of great memories ahead in 2009..
Basically my new year wishes are the same as my birthday wishes..
May be those are my only wishes..
2009 will be a fresh start for those things that didn't go smoothly in 2008..

By the way..
What did you guys did during the last few minutes or seconds of 2009?..
Waiting to count down?
Celebrating with friends?
Standing or cheering among the crowd?
For me?
I'm alone at home..
Trying hard to sms my friends..
But this time being alone at home is not a sad thing at all..
Cause I've spend my time with him just now..
And don't want to be home too late..
So decided to go home early..

Lastly..
Hope the new year ahead I'll be able to find my path..
The path that I'll love and enjoy..
Hey guys.. forget the unhappy memories in 2008..
There's always tomorrow to start afresh and create happy memories..
Remember to smile cause you'll never know who'll fall in love with your smile =)

Cheers!

2008-12-30T23:53:00.003+08:00

My bro is back from hk.
Guess what he brought back for me?

Yup.. a group of choppers..
He said it's the latest version of chopper..
Notice the clothes it's wearing?
It's dragon ball's clothings..
Glad that he rmb to bring me back something..
Another stuff he brought back was the comic that I loved..
I'll have to spend a lot of time reading them and the books I bought in Shanghai..

May be going to zoo this feb..
Can't wait to go there to see two of my favourite animals..
rabbit and raccoon..
Yay!! hope that day will come soon..

2008-12-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

School started today..
Was fine except the last lecture..
Not going to mention why..
Lecture feedback is just next week..
Have to plan what to type then..

Just realise abt my pri 3 friends had been chatting on FB..
Wa.. am I really old?..
Cause I really had no memories of wat happen then..
Haiz.. cant remember much abt the past..
Hope I had good memory..
So I can remember what happened in the past..

Have to wake up early tmr..
So cant update abt my china trip..
Bye bye~

2008-12-28T20:52:00.007+08:00

Now it's time for me to update a little abt my experience in china..

Look at this little lion..
It's eating a corn..
But guess what..
This lion is actually a dustbin..
Dustbin eating a corn?
Haha..

Another scary picture posted by me..
But whenever I see this pic I'll laugh..
This is my cousin..
Haha..

Yes.. another funny pic..
Know what she's doing..
Is fishing..
Haha..
The fish and rod are made of straws..
Of cause.. it's all done by me..

We are trying to make fun of this two person..
Oops.. shouldn't show my evil side.. haha..

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For now.. I'll show the funny side of the trip..
Tmr going to start sch le..
Projects and projects and projects..
Omg.. hope can complete them before deadline..

2008-12-28T00:43:00.021+08:00

It's the long waited 4H class gathering 2008.

We supposed to meet at 5.15pm at Habourfront MRT station.

But as expected, most of us is late.

So for those who reached first decided to wait for the rest at the destinated restaurant.

It's dinner time! Yummy..

But before eating my pork chop..
Why not enjoy the sunset first..

And not to forget..
We have to take pics..

The photo shown below is taken by cy..
Haha.. bad shot..

Don't close the window because of this pic..
It's scary though.. but.. pls stay on..
This is my gay laoda.. sunnygay

This pic supposed to turn out very nice but do u notice someone at the right corner?

Doing funny faces.. haha..

It's dark but.. I just upload it anyway..

Say cheese

After our dinner..
We walked to this place called Keppel Bay..

It's a nice place for couples..

Very romantic..

But it's better to look with yr eyes than thru pics..

Cause it's too dark to take nice shots..

While the rest went to TCC to sit down and have a chat..

I chose to went home..

Hehe.. don't want to be home late ma..

Anyway.. thanks for hh, fish and cy for the present..

and specially thanks to hh for the dinner and the hug..

But pls inform me abt the hug..

Haha.. cause I really didn't expect that..

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I highly recommend this book to gals who are attached..
Cause after u read it..
U'll start to think abt yr relationship differently..

This is the author's blog:

http://blog.sina.com.cn/alingdigua

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Sometimes.. if u change the way u think..

Everything will be different..

Even though u met something that goes against u..

But it's not that bad after all..

And..

Although the life u had with yr partner may seems bored at times..

There's always that something happen that will make u feel sweet..
Even a small little act that he/she did shows how much he/she cares for u..

But all this depends on how u think..

Really love this book a lot.. ^^

P.S. my feet hurt.. they've been like this since I'm in china.. weird.. sometimes the pain really kill me.. hope they'll recover soon..

2008-12-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

Finally my birthday ended.
Although it's not the best one.
It's one that I'll rmb forever.
Cause all my loved ones are there for me.
Showing their love and care.
Thanks for all the presents.
The apple and rabbit from liling and alex (mostly thanks liling for choosing the present)
The bear bear necklace from him (dun give me that k? i dun like necklace but i like the bear)
The dinner from my mum (I wouldnt order the curry chicken again.. too spicy)
The studio ghibli collection that i wanted for sooooo long from my mum (really love them.. it'll be one of the best gift i had)
Of caus last but not least..
Thanks him for trying to give me the surprise..
And for talking to me online for sooooo long..
But next time try not to put the "surprise" too high wor..
You should know my limited height..
Anyway..
No cake this year..
But it's alright..
Cause cake is not the main focus for my bday..
But it'll be good to have one..
And someone promise to give me one next week..
So I'll have to wait for it =)
Oops.. forgot to thanks those who wish me happy bday..
Thanks a lot for rmbing my bday..

P.S. since I've upload the pics I took in china.. I'll try to update what I've experience in china as much as possible.. provided that I'm not lazy..

Anyway.. I'll start my part time soon.. once my best friend is back from china.. not sure if I can manage so many things to go on at the same time.. have to.. JIA YOU JIA YOU lor..

2008-12-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

I never expected that the first thing I did on my 20th bday is to do "big business"..
Haha.. Time to say goodbye to the 1s and say hello to 2s..
But I'm still glad that those aunties uncles in the tour were shocked when my mum said I'm 20 years old..
Hoho.. This means I still look young..
I know that I had not spend time to celebrate with my mum for 3 years..
So I decided to spend time with her tmr..
To celebrate my bday..

Happy 20th Birthday to me!

2008-12-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

I am alone at home tonight.
My mum went bowling for the whole night.
My brother is away in hk.
Of caus I'm not afraid of being alone.
But I start to feel lonely.
Luckily got TV, books and ice cream to accompany me.

Merry Chrismas everyone!

2008-12-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

Looks like my blocked ear has not unblock yet.
Thanks to my stupid flu.
I thought I'll never feel that pain again during take off and landing.
But today during landing.
That pain I hated most is here again.
Haven't feel it since I grew up.
Don't like it.
Because of it.
My bad temper appeared.
A bad ending for the trip.
But anyway.
I still can't believe that I did one of the craziest thing during this trip.
No one going to believe this.
I spent RMB1000 (S$200 over) on a set of teapot.
When I saw it I like it a lot.
So I decided to buy it.
I knew I should not do such thing.
But I just did it.
Guess I really spent a lot during this trip.
It's worth it though.

2008-12-22T18:00:00.002+08:00

Finally back from China.
Today was the coldest in shanghai.
Although I only experienced it for a few mins, I can truly feel the cold.
Bought some stuff back.
Only did the real shopping during the last few days.
But the overall experience was not too bad.
Have to clear my blocked ear and nose.
So irritating.. argh..

2008-12-08T02:09:00.002+08:00

I'll be meeting the mahjong gang later in the afternoon..
Not sure if all five of us will be there..
But it's good to meet them..
Look forward to the gathering..

Two more days before i go china..
But to me..
There's only one day left..
Only one day for me to spend time with the special someone..
Miss ya lots..

2008-12-07T03:37:00.002+08:00

wasted one day at home..
hope the work i've done for my project has amend my mistake..
havent pack my stuff for the trip..
oops..
slack the whole day..
but forgot to pack things..
lol..

"Happy birthday Leslie!"

2008-12-06T15:04:00.002+08:00

Yay! I'm posting this from my mini lappy.
My stomach is much much better now.
But i wonder if i could eat the milo ice cream that i crave for so long.
I dun want my stomach to "complain" again.
Going to China soon..
Look forward to the snow..
keke..

2008-12-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

still not feeling well..
my stomach is still the same..
no appetite to eat anything..
here is the list of food that I ate today..
1. a very small banana
2. two slices of apple
3. porridge
but strangely..
my stomach is not pain at all..
is just that it's not feeling well..
a weird feeling..
dunno how to describe it but it just make me lost all my appetite..
went to collect my mini lappy..
nearly failed to reach the collection place..
caus i took MRT to bugis..
but when i almost reaching city hall..
that feeling is here again..
a feeling of fainting..
can feel that my cold sweats are coming out..
so have no choice but to go home first..
went to see a doctor with my mum..
then ate the medicine..
the colour of the medicine is so not cheerful..
black, grey and dark green..
unlike those that i had for fever and flu..
hot pink and white..
rest for awhile and off i go again..
but this time..
i manage to reach the collection place..
finally..
need to rest now..
argh..
hate that unwell feeling..

2008-12-04T00:13:00.003+08:00

Today is both happy and terrible day.
Happy because today is the last day of my MST.
Terrible because my stomach is giving me problems.
Went to toilet for many times.
At least 8 times.
So terrible.
Can't eat what I want.
The porridge I had for lunch was not nice.
But I can't find any better food to make my stomach feel better.
Hope it would get better before I go to China.
No matter what.. today is still a HAPPY day.

P.S. Suddenly went to peek at the posts of the past.. can't rmb why I typed those posts.. but it was good that I kept some forgotten memories in this blog.

2008-12-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

Decided to give my blog a new look. Love this blog skin a lot. Got rainbow, ferry wheel and big big star.

2008-12-02T18:33:00.002+08:00

Didn't do well today.. can't finish the paper in time.. the paper is as irritating as the person who set it.. yup.. it's the fat woman that i hate.. always allocated lots of marks to one question and we always dunno wat we should write to earn those marks.. anyway.. it's over.. tmr will be the last paper.. hope it'll not be that bad..

2008-12-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

I knew I'll see her bloody stupid face tmr.. whenever I read her notes it'll remind me of her fat face.. argh.. so i prefer to read my notes.. at least I draw pics to make them look more interesting.. tmr will be the last day to see her.. at least wouldn't be seeing her for 3 whole weeks and an overseas holiday seems to be the best way to make forget her face.. but I'll really miss someone important to me.. miss ya darling..

2008-11-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

The sight of her makes me wanna puke.. yup.. i admit i hate her to the core.. that bitch.. oops.. i dun used to call ppl bitch but she is the only woman that fit the word "bitch" perfectly.. really want to shout the four letter word into her face.. have the urge to leave the room today.. but didn't do it.. may be i should have more courage to fight against her next time.. or just forget abt attending her lesson.. i just dun wanna see her oily big fat face for more than a sec.. a sec is just too long to bear.. she is the worse teacher i ever met in my life.. i can say that she not only just spoil my day today but the whole of my third year in poly.. i believe no one likes her.. who will like this kind of teacher.. may be the word "teacher" does not suit her.. caus she dun behave like one..

Just wanna let that bitch know that..
DONT tell me to look at you.. your face makes me SICK real SICK.. and i believe you know that i purposely dun wanna look at u..
DONT tell me that you're ON TIME for lesson.. when you're always late..
DONT always INDIRECTLY said we are in the wrong.. just tell us what u're unhappy with straight into our face..
DONT be lazy.. just ask student to present ans and sit there doing nothing.. when we're done presenting you just merely make comments and remarks and say yr so called "explanation".. you're just saying all sorts of examples without explaining..

Anyway.. wanna thanks my darling for making me feel better.. sorry that i cried in front of u again.. why did i cry because of that bitch?.. i swear i'll never do such thing again because of her..

2008-11-27T15:11:00.012+08:00

Didn't start my day well. First I was late. Then the auntie at mac gave me the wrong size of milo. Sammi helped me tell her I dun want ice for my milo but I think she heard wrongly. Make me drink an upsized milo. The cup was HUGE la. But I always got a bad habit. That is keep drinking the drink I got in my hand no matter how full I was. So I just drank it even though my stomach was full of milo. Then.. something even worse happened.. oops.. can't say it here.. anyway.. after that inccident happened I went back to SB block.. I went to the biz library n went straight to the small lab.. knowing that there is a lot of ppl inside.. i thought still got one of the computers available for me to use.. I even force open the closed door.. without thinking why it's closed.. guess what.. there's lecturer inside conducting lesson.. so so so blur la.. should have notice the signs like closed door and the notice placed outside the lab.. the ppl inside even laugh at me.. but i didn't care much.. or i should say that my brain then was not working normally.. but no matter how bad my day is.. i still glad that i met sammi today.. caus it had been a long time since I last saw her.. hope can go her hse again to decorate her xmas tree.. keke.. look forward to that..

26 November 2008

Event of the day - The official opening of The Retail Place

So what does it got to do with so many makeups?

Cause I took part in the fashion walk again this year.
- Very different from last year like makeup, hairstyle, no of rehearsals etc -

The red carpet was the "stage"

All the models for the fashion show.

I look weird though.

- Alex (left), Yong Hwee, YQ, Zi Kai and lastly is me (middle) -

3 representatives from DBA 3B 06 (including me) &
2 of them are ex-DBA 3B 06 (Alex and YQ)

one of the better photos.
-Does YQ really look like steven lim?-

crystal and me
- Knew her because of this show ^^-

The show overall was successful.
The only one big event that I took part in my poly life.
An event that I'll remember for lifetime.

2008-11-22T16:08:00.003+08:00

Finally went for my first rehearsal for the fashion walk. Don't know any gals there so quite boring.. luckily got the guys there.. at least not so weird..
Went to suntec again.. haha.. cause I like the key holder at one of the shop there.. it's the same shop that i bought my coin purse and it is the same brand.

love the giraffe design

so cute!!

2008-11-20T22:44:00.017+08:00

Yay!!! I finally got this coin purse that I think about for so long.. why? cause it's super ex for a coin purse.. $30 and above.. but I really love it.. and it's leather de.. so should be able to last long ba.. Really love it! So cute!

Went out with my dear after sch..
Was really very tired cause we went to many places..
But overall was very fun..

X'mas decorations outside Ngee Ann City

Another view of the decoration

My dear with cute lollipop

I also want lollipop

Lollipop is so cute

BIG donut.. does it look like one?

We love donut! Smile =)

More lollipop!!!

hehe.. we love lollipop too..

Nice lightings

X'mas lightings in PS

Close view of the decoration.. six cute fairies

I really like these lights hanging at the ceiling.. at suntec..

Cool!! a rock band..

Sesame Street!!

Elmo.. so cute!!

Actually we took a lot of pics de.. but all not very nice.. haha.. may be we have to practice more..

2008-11-20T01:28:00.002+08:00

After taking a look at the career and further studies fair.. I really start to wonder what I want to be in the future?.. what I intend to do?.. what I would like to do?..
Knew that Singapore Airline is looking for flight stewardess.. my mum asked me to go for the interview.. she said no harm trying.. but I have to spare a thought for him.. not that I confirm will be chosen but what if that really happen.. what should I do?.. don't think I can go to any famous local university.. so should I continue to study? or find a job?.. argh.. have to think hard..

Anyway.. he brighten my day somehow.. doing weird things lately.. wonder what he's thinking.. but when he irritated me I can really feel the anger.. how can I feel that way?.. must control.. can't throw my temper to him.. haiz.. feel bad now.. must treat him well next time.. keke..

2008-11-19T00:50:00.005+08:00

Event of the day

Ready! GO!!!

Full of hot dogs..

Just some comments and thoughts..
I didn't see any first aid people around..
They should have a few first aid people to standby..
Cause you'll never know what may happen to the participants..
I saw those taiwan news talking about this issue not long ago..
the students in taiwan also organised this kind of event..
and one of them died..
so this could be dangerous too..
and it's not good to eat too fast..

anyway..
the competition was not as exciting as those i watch on tv..
the participants here eat so gracefully..
can't really feel the excitement..
those participants i saw thru tv eat one hot dog at a time..
they really eat super fast..
may be i will feel excited if my friends joined..
unfortunately.. none joined this contest..
so i just watched for awhile and headed to the biz library..

tmr is career and further studies fair..
going to take a look..
hope there's something useful for me..

Don't like silent treatment..
Don't behave like me just because i said we always "learn" from each other..
I don't keep quiet for nothing de.. =P

P.S. I just discover something.. my ulcer looks like a heart shape.. lol.. it's good to find something nice out of it.. although it really make me so painful..

2008-11-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

My camera received a lot of praises.. keke.. except for someone.. each time must "pour cold water" on me.. so bad la.. always like that.. how can i not quarrel with him?..

Always rmb to smile whenever u're sad.
Always think positively no matter how bad the situation was.
Always rmb that there's always someone out there to care for you.

2008-11-16T18:27:00.005+08:00

Smile =)
(Credited to hong heng for taking all the pic.)

nice shot!

mirror reflection

Can see my cute camera ma? - So cute -

The Hua Pingz!

Finally had a hua pings gathering.. although it's a short one.. but i enjoyed it lots..
And finally my blog had pics.. at least it'll liven my blog somehow..

Love the hua pings lots!
Jia you in watever u all do k?
Hope to see u two soon.

P.S. going to take more pics with my cute camera =)

P.S. went to suntec again.. finally discover that there's a singtel roadshow.. knew he was there but can't find him.. a bit disappointed though..

2008-11-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

Today went to the food safari & electronic fair at suntec city.. SUPER crowded.. don't like to go to those kind of places.. ppl keep push here and there.. knock into me.. blocking my way.. but still bought quite a lot of things.. keke.. so still happy la.. And guess wat?.. I got myself a new camera.. it's so cute.. haha.. but i didn't buy it from the electronic fair.. anyway.. i really love it.. going to bring it everywhere i go.. keke..

2008-11-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

Another busy week is ending soon.. almost everyday go to sch early for projects.. so tiring.. at least got the weekends to take a rest..
Just now strange thing happens.. i thought i lost my mum's one dollar.. but it suddenly appears in the toilet.. does the one dollar go to toilet by itself?.. cause i dun remember going to the toilet.. so scary.. haha.. anyway glad to find the money although it's only a dollar..
Going to declare bankrupt soon.. haha.. barely left any penny to spare for the rest of the month.. hope got a fairy grandmother will appear and said, "I'll grant you one wish." Then i'll replied, "Please give me some money to spend for the rest of the month." haha.. But who ask me to spend most of my allowance on cute stuff.. haiz.. who started the bazaar in school.. should blame the person.. just kidding la.. haha.. must try my best to save money..
Anyway.. was happy to finish my fashion buying project.. one of my favourite project.. cause me n liling did it very differently from my other module.. so like the final "product" a lot.. although it's not perfect, it's good enough la..
Having MST soon.. stressed le.. cause i feel like i've learnt nothing for the past 5 weeks.. what should i do?.. must find time to study le.. JIA YOU!!!

2008-11-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

What a long weekend.. have been spending my whole weekend doing my projects and portfolio.. researching.. typing.. cutting.. etc.. trying to keep myself busy.. oh i almost forgot i also spend my days reading a chinese novel.. read too fast le.. finished in two days times.. really enjoyed it.. love the author's book a lot.. going to borrow some more next time.. wish i could have all her books.. keke.. tmr will start another busy week.. have to jia you le..

Wanna share something i read from this chinese novel..
"Some tears, you don't have to cry in front of others. Some past, you don't have to remember or think abt it."

Therefore, just forget all the unhappy memories no matter how painful they hurt you. There will always be happy things ahead of you. Smile =)

2008-11-06T21:26:00.001+08:00

Borrowed a lot of books from school today.. all looks very interesting.. got this bad habit for a very long time.. must at least borrowed a book/ something (if possible) from library when I visit it.. especially from my school's main library.. it's so far away from my block.. so it's better for me to borrow all the books I want from there since I rarely go there.. luckily got things to keep myself busy this weekends and tmr.. if not I'll be bored to death.. haha.. going to be a very busy weekends..

2008-11-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

This week will be super busy..
first of all the first two days of the week is pack with lectures and tutorials as usual.. but have to go home late due to projects and the fashion walk.. wed going to have a basic military training which i hope can skip so i can spend some time with him.. if not i'll have to wait till next friday to see him again.. thursday have to reach school early for projects.. more projects during the 2 hours break.. then finally can rest on friday.. unless have to do projects etc..
haha.. luckily got the last three days for me to take a break.. if not my panda eyes will be worsen.. time to slp soon..
by the way.. my unhappiness is gone.. keke.. guess someone is controlling my mood.. but i always put on a "mask" in front of ppl (if i'm unhappy) unless i can't control myself.. anyway.. i just feel much better with friends around.. strange though.. doesn't mean i'm sad now..
spend 10 over bucks on candies.. can't believe i'll spend that much..

2008-10-31T23:28:00.002+08:00

I start to miss the sky I saw during my sec 3 camp.. full of stars.. really miss that night.. I wish I could see a sky full of stars again.. surrounded by the nature.. forget all the unhappiness.. just enjoy that moment of silence.. listen to the movements of the wind.. and the trees.. guess only nature can make me happy for now..

2008-10-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

Wa.. such a long week.. finally completed both my powerpoint slides and drawing the shoes today.. I have been busy for so long.. until today.. got spare time to draw the shoes for my dear customer.. dun wanna make her wait for so long.. I was satisfied with the ppt slides I did this time round.. a slightly diff style compared to the past.. although I dun like the topic for the presentation.. I do like the pictures.. keke.. really feels good completing so much today.. happy!

2008-10-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

Today is another happy day. One of the lesson (3 hrs) was cancelled.. so went to do some shopping with my "darling".. although is not very long.. i've already bought what i want and prepared for all the coming bday presents for my friends.. at least i no need to worry abt that issue any more.. yet.. need to buy a bit more for my "darling" caus she treated me too well le.. haha.. glad to know her ^^
I really like what i get today.. belts.. schedule book.. one month more i'll be away to china to do more shopping.. time to add more colours to my wardrobe.. no more just white, black or blue.. really look forward to that..

2008-10-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

had been suffering from hunger for the early afternoon..
after some time.. finally went to buy food..
while waiting for the bus to arrive..
suddenly got SUPER loud thunder..
so scary.. luckily got someone by my side..
when we reach hawker centre..
the rain started.. pouring heavily..
when we took a bus back..
yet we had to walk a short distance before reaching home..
when we reach the bus stop opposite the house..
hide behind the bus stop ad board..
then start to walk and run and walk..
hide behind the trees..
walk sideways..
on the grass..
look out for vehicles..
haha.. I just can't stop laughing..
really had a fun time..
even though the feet hurts because of the slippers..
and my clothes were half wet..
enjoyed the rain..

2008-10-15T13:33:00.002+08:00

I've realise something important to me that I've take it lightly for so long. Now that I've realise how important that something is to me, I'll not give it up just because some other things happen. I want to keep that something forever. Sounds confusing? Haha.. but this is for me to know. Glad that I've seen the "light" now. I feel that I've grown up a little mentally.

2008-10-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

My holiday has finally come to an end. It was not a great holiday but it does give me some happy memories. Had been thinking a lot lately.. a little too much.. should just let it go.. should just let fate decides.. should just enjoy and cherish what I have now..

2008-10-11T03:02:00.002+08:00

i suddenly wanted to type something..
sometimes i think abt wat kind of person i am..
sometimes i don't even know myself well..
i don't know what i want in life..
i don't know what character i have..
i don't know who i really am..
i want someone to tell me..
to let me know who i am..
i really want to know..

2008-10-11T02:07:00.001+08:00

finally got to eat my wasabi fries.. but alone.. so sad.. is always good to have someone to eat with u.. apparently the someone dun like wasabi.. so can't force that someone.. at least i got a taste of it.. and i'm not a wasabi lover.. just that i love shake shake fries.. may be i like to shake the fries.. haha..
i always wonder why ppl dun press the button at the traffic light.. if they dun press it.. the green man will never come out.. may be they dunno that.. hmm.. besides this reason.. i can't think of any other reasons.. haha.. silly me to think of this..

2008-10-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

hmm.. looks like the person didn't send me the order form these few days.. a bit disappointed but it's ok.. since sch is starting soon.. i've to focus on studies again..

i want wasabi fries X(

2008-10-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

I love mini apples ^^

Got two more orders.. keke.. but have to wait for the person to send me the order forms and make payment before it's confirmed.. think my blogshop is finally doing some more business.. but only the customers only like my first pumps that I designed.. hmm.. my mind now can't think of much designs so I'll just leave it until I have ideas to draw again..

2008-10-07T00:27:00.002+08:00

everything was fine today.. but i kept having wild imaginations.. wat if i leave him and be with someone else? wat if i didn't leave him and end up realising that he's not the one for me?.. i start to think whether he's the right guy for me.. we're fine when nothing happens.. but whenever thing goes wrong.. it turns sour.. i always want to think through things clearly.. but i knew that i can't think clearly.. at least i can't make up my mind.. can't decide wat i should do.. don't know which decision is the right one.. i'm just afraid of making the wrong move that make me regret later.. may be i'll find out the solution when thing turns bad next time.. but no matter what i've already told him wat i think.. abt the problem we have.. we just need to talk when problem arises again..
Didn't regret agreeing to go china with my mum this dec.. was worried abt projects.. scared later got things to do during that time.. but it's good to tour around with my mum.. at least can spend more time with her.. and of course shopping too.. keke.. look forward to this dec..
i really miss the food in hong kong.. fishball and many more >< of course miss shopping there too.. hope that i can be like my bro.. got friends in hk.. unlike me.. left nothing there except my relatives..
One more week left.. holiday is ending.. wonder wat will happen when sch starts..

2008-10-06T03:08:00.002+08:00

Another happy thing happen today.. keke.. finally can confirm that i met a great friend.. glad to have talk to him.. now my list of people that i can talk to has increased to 6 ppl.. one of them is this friend.. thanks for everything =) glad to have known you

2008-10-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

Feels much better today.. after having so much good food.. keke.. I finally tidied up my wardrobe.. look so much neater.. easier to find my clothes too.. spend most of my time today eating and watching cartoons.. hope tonight I can sleep well cause I had a hard time sleeping yesterday.. argh.. lay on my bed for one hour plus and my eyes still wide open.. woo.. don't want this to happen again.. is time to tune back my sleeping time.. if not.. I'll keep feeling sleepy when school starts..

I really need to post some happy stuff and leave those bad stuff away..
It's time to create some happy memories that I'll remember forever.. as happy memories are somethings that keep me going on.. to cheer me up when I'm down..

I NEED HAPPY MEMORIES!!! HAHA!!!

2008-10-05T14:00:00.001+08:00

I could have meet him today.. but I choose not to.. I really need a day to make myself happy or cheer myself up before meeting him again.. I knew that if I meet him today.. I wouldn't be happy at all.. and may make him angry again.. so it's better to stay at home today..
going to to dye my hair.. diy again.. keke.. hope can see the colour =)

2008-10-05T01:25:00.002+08:00

I just typed a draft and save it in this blog, but don't think I'm going to post it. I want to keep it to myself. I need to think through something. Make it clear to myself. How to understand a person? And my conclusion is you'll never understand a person no matter how long you're being with him. I really don't like what happen today but it's always happening again and again, like repeating itself, the only difference is that the subject itself is different. I was always doing the wrong things without me knowing it. All this make me feel that I'm being to hate myself for everything I do. May be I should do less, talk less in order to avoid making mistakes. Although this is the wrong way to avoid problems, I'm planning to do this. Weird isn't it? Or may be I just think through everything and anything before doing something and saying something. Haha.. this means that I'll react even slower. Really need things to cheer myself up. I'm glad to be home. At least it's a place for me to behave freely and no mistake being make. I can really be myself, spend time with myself, do things that I like without thinking too much.
The new definition of home -> home = a place for me to be myself again.
Home sweet home.

2008-10-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

My holiday is coming to an end soon. woo... this would mean that all my problems will be on their way.. coming after me.. projects.. presentations.. tests.. argh.. don't like them.. although there's a customer.. i really start to wonder what would happen after this one.. will there be another customer?.. or that will be the first and the last one.. but anyway.. just like what my mum said.. doing business is not easy.. i have to wait and keep trying.. but i think i should stop designing shoes for awhile.. or i should say stop posting new designs.. caus it's not helping.. wonder who will look at them.. and wonder will those drafts attract ppl to buy my shoes.. hmm.. thinking hard.. real hard..

2008-10-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

GREAT NEWS!!! A new customer! Yay!!!
Finally after such a long period of waiting.. a customer.. yes.. a customer ordered a pair of shoes from me.. HAHA.. so excited.. can't wait to complete this order.. Hope more people will order from me.. keke..

2008-09-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

i suppose today should be an unhappy day.. but luckily someone tried to cheer me up at least.. luckily he did try.. if not i'll be more unhappy.. I wasn't angry that he last min telling me he's meeting his friends but was unhappy that we didn't spend much time today.. although we spend a lot of times together.. it's just different.. arr.. don't know what I'm typing now..
anyway.. at least i got to accompany him for dinner before meeting his friends.. hope he enjoyed himself ^^.. i'm glad that i have dinner at home today cause i spend most of my time outside so rarely eat dinner at home.. miss my mum's dishes lots..

2008-09-28T03:10:00.002+08:00

Luckily everything in my life seems to be quite smooth except for my blogshop. I wonder what is the main problem. Is it lack of advertisements? Does I really need to draw the designs on shoes to show the customers? Or is there any other reasons? No one gives me much feedback. I feels a bit sian whenever I visit my own blogshop or its email account with no order. Yes.. not a single order.. while other blogshop's business seems to be good.. at least I think so..
Anyway.. may be it doesn't matter at all.. at least I can draw shoes for myself to wear.. that will be good enough =)

Always have to be cheerful and should be happy with what I have now.

2008-09-27T01:43:00.007+08:00

Finally got a chance to go out with not one but a lot of friends today. Haha.. quite rare though. But really enjoy myself.. Especially when I got to play board games with all the gays and talk to my best friend for so long.. Seems like I've done all the meetings in a day.. Although I still break my promise and make someone angry and unhappy today.. Somehow I think it's worth it cause I don't spend much time with my friends and really sit down and talk face-to-face.. the very last time should be with cy ba.. Feels like I've not been talking to someone for so long.. I don't even think I've really talk to him.. If I have to count how many friends that I can really talk to.. Think not many.. So all the more I have to cherish them.. Hope I can meet up with my friends often..

Happy Gay Day! ^^ -> to all the gays

To all my friends: Remember that I won't forget u all even though we don't meet up often. U all are always in my heart.. so don't forget me.. and I'm sorry that I can't meet u all often..

P.S. The picture really show how I feel today. Haha.. Two more weeks and my holiday will come to an end.. *woo*

2008-09-25T00:53:00.005+08:00

I'm working on a pair of shoes for myself.. since there's no customer yet.. I chose my favourite stitch design -- stitch (2).. after I've completed I'll pose its pictures on my blog shop.. hope this will attract customers =) .. just completed the outline of the design.. think I'm going to love this pair.. haha.. cause it'll be more colourful compared to my first pair.. can't wait to complete it today.. but it's very late now and I have to sleep early.. dark circles are building up fast.. woo.. No matter what I'm still feeling happy and excited now. Thanks to my stitch shoes. It really brighten me up.

<- This is the design that I'm working on.

I've decided to include pictures to show my emotions.
So in case next time I'm lazy, I can just upload pictures to show my emotions for that day.

2008-09-24T02:39:00.002+08:00

It's not easy lying to your love ones -- family.. but I really dun want them to know the truth cause I know once they find out the truth.. more troubles n problems I'll need to face.. so all I can do now is to tell them white lies.. which I've already been doing so for almost the past 3 years.. it's sad that you can only tell the truth to friends not family who should be the ones that love you the most.. yet they are also the ones that I didn't want to hurt the most. Someday they'll know the truth.. I'm sure this day will come.. neither of us is ready yet.. not now at least.. i believe he'll be with me when that day comes.. I truly believe he will..

Guess my blog shop is not doing well.. I wonder should I continue to draw more designs or just wait and see.. I no longer feel disappointed.. is just like I've prepared to see no mails or orders in my shop's hotmail.. I need to work harder.. not much time is left for me to focus my shop.. once the school starts.. I'll be back to full time students..

Keep smiling everyone =)

2008-09-18T02:56:00.003+08:00

Another day of disappointment.. not just my blog shop.. but also my exam results.. may be i'm over confident again.. as always.. but i'm glad that one of my modules is improving as compared to similar modules in the past.. however.. a person like me is still not satisfied.. i also dunno why.. caus i expected an A for the finance module but it turned out otherwise.. so disappointing.. what can i do.. just have to accept the fact.. i don't think my results for next sem can pull me up.. as long as it dun push me down further i'll be satisfied (i hope i will)..
Come up with another design for my blog shop.. it's stitch.. but i used colour pencils to colour the draft.. it looks very ugly yet i'm proud that i can draw it out.. where's all the business?.. i wonder why ppl like little miss/mr designs.. i just think it's too common so i refused to draw them when i know some ppl will buy.. haha.. may be this is how an artist should behave.. keep its own style.. i dun want to follow other ppl's pattern.. not design.. i try my best not to use the same characters etc in my designs.. of caus.. i always try to avoid my weakness.. ie drawing ppl.. if stitch can't help me.. i have to look for another popular character.

Thx darling for cheering me up. I know u dun mean too but u still make me laugh or i should say i make use of u to make myself laugh.. haha.. evil me..

Never give up something u like.. u'll never know what will happen next =)

2008-09-17T02:38:00.002+08:00

First of all, thanks for all the support for my blog shop. I really really appreciate it. No matter how small the encouragement is. It really keep me going. I will not give up. May be I'm really a person that gives up easily. For now, I'll continue to draw my designs whether there's customers or not. I love drawing and to be honest.. there's not much chance for me to draw.. I always love to have my own sketch book.. in fact I do have.. one or two.. but whenever i drew a few pages.. i just stopped drawing.. but if u ask me why.. i really dunno how to answer.. perhaps i'm just lazy.. or i need something else to keep me drawing.. i want to improve my skills.. i only learnt drawing when i'm a kid.. and during pri n sec sch.. when i'm in poly.. i dun see the point for me to keep drawing.. i want to c ppl to look at my drawing.. to hear ppl comment on my drawing either good or bad.. i want to learn more to improve more.. so the blog shop is really a place for me to train my skills.. What i will do now is to keep drawing.. to keep my blog shop going..
To those that appreciate my designs.. I really want to say a big THANK YOU and love u guys ^^

Is easy to give up.
But is not easy to keep on trying.
I nearly give up.
But it was you to tell me that I should not.
You told me you've not give up so should I.
You are right.
I should keep trying.
No matter what I should not give up easily.
I promise you I'll try.
I'll try even harder than before.
I promise.

2008-09-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

My blog shop started for almost a week. Still waiting for customers. Where have they gone to? Haiz.. so sad.. may be I have over estimated myself.. my skills.. should have prepared for this to happen.. but I wouldn't give up.. I must wait for the somebody to buy my shoes.. to like my shoes.. hope this day will happen soon..
Have been at home for almost a week.. drawing and coming up with designs.. eating.. slacking.. one more month before my school starts.. one more month of slacking life..

2008-09-13T15:24:00.001+08:00

Anyway I've change the tag board.. caus i wanna start a "new" blog.. it's time to clean up my "dirty" blog since I didn't "touch" it for so long..

2008-09-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

It has been awhile since i started a blog shop. Only one customer so far and she's my friend. haha.. so sad.. really hope other ppl will like my designs although it's not very good.. may be it still need time ba..
Just realised that the blog shop is not just a place for you to sell stuffs. At first I wanted to start it is because I wished ppl will notice my "talent" (hope I have talent in arts).. or at least I love to DIY.. and this shoes making thingy is still new to me.. so all in all.. a blog shop is a stage for me to perform my interest.. Ever since yesterday nite.. my blog shop has added some additional value to itself.. I was talking to another blog owner (designing shoes too ^^).. We really become friends (that's wat I think).. I really learn a lot from him abt shoes making.. Of caus we talked abt other stuff too..
So wat's the additional value? For me, I seldom have friends that really share the same interest as me.. may be just one who loves to make those wooden models (I dunno wat are they called).. I love those too.. but there's none that loves to design shoes or know which materials to use etc.. so my blog shop actually brought me a new friend that share the same interest as me.. glad to know him.. he's a very nice person..
In the business world, it's tough to "crack" open a person's mouth to ask him/her about how to do things.. not just simple things.. but things that will hinder his/her business.. in this case.. making shoes.. I ask him lots of qns abt it.. and guess wat.. he answered all.. and this really surprise me and I truly feel he's a good guy =) Thanks for everything! ^^

2008-09-10T14:57:00.001+08:00

the blog skin is really making me crazy. now it's back to normal. so weird..

2008-09-10T03:07:00.001+08:00

the template is always giving me problem.. really make me feel irritated.. think i need some time to change into a new blog skin again.. please dun happen again when i change into new blog skin..

2008-09-09T02:46:00.002+08:00

3 months has passed since my last post. Here I am posting again caus it's my holiday now. One more month to go before starting sch again. So in order to keep myself busy since i dun work part time is to start a blog to sell shoes. Not those ordinary shoes. But shoes with my own designs. Yes, I really draw them myself. Haha.. really look forward to have my first customer.. So hope you guys can visit my little shoe shop at "http://kawaiishoes.blogspot.com/". Cheers!!!

Lazy me..

2008-06-07T04:00:00.002+08:00

Holiday just started this week, but received a call from my tutor. She said my group hasn't done the citation and references for the last report.. have to do it and hand in to her by this coming monday.. haiz.. but looks like not all my group mates notice my sms.. only two replied me.. so it'll depends if all of them do the citation for their part.. if not.. just forget it..
Four projects to do for this 3 weeks holiday.. luckily only got one MST test on the week after the holiday.. haha.. caus most of my modules are project-based.. but still have final sem exam -.- So have to start studying now.. if not i'll be lost in the "ocean"..
Will continue to blog soon.. time to slp.. zzz...