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Tuesday, January 18, 2005, 8:59 pm
I wAnT mY dAnCe BaCk
the first period was physics...the paper one test was very easy...i think no one should fail for this test...the worst day of the week...caus got 4 maths lessons today...so long lor...then i fall alseep in class...lack of sleep ma...then dun really understand wat ms lee was talking...luckily manage to "absorb" some of the things she taught...PE that time had to run 2.4...after the run i felt more sleepy n tired...haiz...n piggy still said she felt more energetic...haha...today nothing much happen in class...
after the english lesson went to look for armstrong abt the dance...sharon told her that they can teach me...but armstrong said i should spare a thought for them...in this way i am taking away their studying time...it's unfair to them...so must go for the drama liao...sometimes i really think that we have to give up something we like just for our studies...it is worth it...i am not talking abt com games or any kind of games...wat i mean is interest...my interests are art n dance...i had already gave up one which was art...i chose to give up...caus i know i will be very busy to handle both studies n art...n sometime the time for EL n art may be the same...now...i had to give up dance because of HCL...i really think abt asking bong beng n sharon to teach me the dance...but now i hate myself for thinking that way...it make me feel that i am very selfish n inconsiderate...when i thought of it now...i will want to cry out loud...not only for the thought of being selfish...but oso the thought that i could not take part in the SYF dance...to give up something that i long for n really want to do...may be i should not even take up dancing at the first place...so i will not feel disappointed now...this was the worst feeling i ever had...
Let's talk abt other thing before i lose control...the HCL test today quite ok lah...some words never came across before...so dunno wat they mean...before the test...our teacher gave a mini talk on cheating...haha...caus that was wat we did for last year (only for test not exam)...n of course he was aware of it...so he said we should not cheat for this kind of small test...it does not mean we can cheat for the other tests...so this is kind of my "1st" test...haha...hope i will not fail...n after the test...we went to buy some ice cream...very nice leh...next time must buy again...hehe...
i finally knew what a green com do...that is to start a mini recycling corner in the class...n luckily the sec 4 n 5 only need to do this...unlike the sec 1,2 n3...poor thing...n they will play an important role in the school...may even form a club for this...wow...but it will be after we left...i think...anyway...all i need to do was the mini recycling corner...n keep them clean...haha...hope that someone can help me keep them clean...
Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly. --Langston Hughes
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