It's not easy lying to your love ones -- family.. but I really dun want them to know the truth cause I know once they find out the truth.. more troubles n problems I'll need to face.. so all I can do now is to tell them white lies.. which I've already been doing so for almost the past 3 years.. it's sad that you can only tell the truth to friends not family who should be the ones that love you the most.. yet they are also the ones that I didn't want to hurt the most. Someday they'll know the truth.. I'm sure this day will come.. neither of us is ready yet.. not now at least.. i believe he'll be with me when that day comes.. I truly believe he will..

Guess my blog shop is not doing well.. I wonder should I continue to draw more designs or just wait and see.. I no longer feel disappointed.. is just like I've prepared to see no mails or orders in my shop's hotmail.. I need to work harder.. not much time is left for me to focus my shop.. once the school starts.. I'll be back to full time students..

Keep smiling everyone =)