Monday, January 05, 2009, 11:27 pm
Hate myself
I did things that make him feel insecure again.
I know how he feels.
So I've came up with a decision.
This decision will make me lose something valuable to me.
But if I didn't do this.
I'll have to lose something even more important to me.
So I have to give up one of them.
I know this decision is bad.
Real bad.
And I feel bad too.
Hate this a lot.
Hate myself now.