everything was fine today.. but i kept having wild imaginations.. wat if i leave him and be with someone else? wat if i didn't leave him and end up realising that he's not the one for me?.. i start to think whether he's the right guy for me.. we're fine when nothing happens.. but whenever thing goes wrong.. it turns sour.. i always want to think through things clearly.. but i knew that i can't think clearly.. at least i can't make up my mind.. can't decide wat i should do.. don't know which decision is the right one.. i'm just afraid of making the wrong move that make me regret later.. may be i'll find out the solution when thing turns bad next time.. but no matter what i've already told him wat i think.. abt the problem we have.. we just need to talk when problem arises again..
Didn't regret agreeing to go china with my mum this dec.. was worried abt projects.. scared later got things to do during that time.. but it's good to tour around with my mum.. at least can spend more time with her.. and of course shopping too.. keke.. look forward to this dec..
i really miss the food in hong kong.. fishball and many more >< of course miss shopping there too.. hope that i can be like my bro.. got friends in hk.. unlike me.. left nothing there except my relatives..
One more week left.. holiday is ending.. wonder wat will happen when sch starts..